Tuesday 20 March 2012

Finally The Life Mystery Solved


Finally, the mystery is solved. atleast from my part. the life mystery. the answer  to one of my greatest questions: what is life?
and here is the answer: LIFE IS LIVING.
yeah. the simplest possible one. having searched science, spirituality, religions, films, novels, songs and god knows what what, i came to this conclusion - that life is all about living. after all, we are no special beings to have a different kind of purpose. we too are just the same as everything else out there in the universe. the atoms assembled and we are made. ofcourse there are laws defining how and why. but when it comes to life question, its a verb called living. yes, we are doing something - living. just as electrons are revolving, planets are orbiting, we are living. should it mean anything more. i have come to find that it shouldn't. it is through this answer that science meet spirituality, a thing i believed since the starting, that these must meet. science and spirituality are two greatest efforts of mankind that search truth in its exact form. and they must be same if the truth is same. here, in my conclusion, both are satisfied. and i am happy finally.
i am in no mood to explain how both are satisfied. just wanted to write my final conclusion.
and ofcourse, living can be of any type. happy, sad, messy, love, painful or any other type. these are also truths of living. can't be discarded. but the main point is: who told you sad living is wrong, painful living is wrong, messy living is wrong. the bad feeling is only in our thinking. we think, we think that hey! i have always failed in life, its wrong. this is the approach we have made. its true that you have failed. but it is not true that failure is wrong. its just another form of living. and you are living it. this the the best thing. only living is the truth. and if you are doing so, in any way, it is the best thing you can do.
i should share it with you. today, i was watching the movie AMELIE. there was a man in it - a failed writer. yes, he had failed. but he was still happy in the end. he lived that failure in a very beautiful way. he never saw it as a wrong thing, but a way of life. and see the result - he was happy. happiness will automatically come if you see this truth. its not that you need  to live happily; but happiness will come itself. buddha has very beautifully said: " there is no way to happiness; happiness is the way". you live any way, happiness will itself come.
thats what i have found. life is living. only and only. no more, no less. this is my final theory about life. and i am so happy that i have finally discovered one of my biggest questions.

now all i need to concentrate on is to live my thoughts. implement them in my practical life. its a  hard task. i always find it hard to implement them in real life.

UPDATE (23-10-2012): Don't listen to it! It was perhaps just result of my frustration of being unable to understand life!

Tuesday 6 March 2012

Origin Of Universe - going back in time

My earlier childish theory about the origin and fate of universe is coming back to me again.
It all started in 2008 when i was in 11th class. a newly young curious mind, unable to swallow the happenings of the world as they are, started making its own theories about the universe (which later diverted to finding secrets of mind and life). Of course the first question that it faced was, famous, how the universe originated. while i was busy trying to solve it (although knowing nothing about it), a news came on TV that a time machine is about to be made. this immediately diverted my mind to that. how can a time machine be made? how can the future be predetermined? luckily, i had seen a program on history channel that was showing Einstein and his theories. from there i got to know that universe is made up of space-time fiber and mass distorts this fiber. time! so time is there, my mind started thinking. time, along with space, make up the basic structure of universe. so if the future is predetermined, which the scientists on TV were saying so confidently, it must be because this time in fiber runs in a predetermined way. why?  then the idea stuck! maybe because it wants to remove that distortion. everything wants to come in its previous state when distorted. it must too.
that was the main idea that i want to discuss today - minimization of distortion. but let me first complete that theory of mine. then, in the same program i had seen the equation, that wonderful equation: E=Mc². so, mass can be converted into energy, i thought. and energy do not distort space-time. so the tendency of the whole space-time fiber should be to convert all the mass into energy. to remove its distortion. so this the theory i made - all happenings of the universe are nothing but its way to convert its whole mass into energy, in the most easiest way.

now, after 4 years and having read much about this universe, this mind, and about spirituality, i think i am again coming to the same answer, same theory of mine, when i think about the origin and fate of universe.
here is what i think now-a-days: universe is borne out of a distortion, a distortion in its perfect state. and what caused that distortion might be called as the god, the evil, or whatever. but it was a distortion, a disbalance, a discontinuity somewhere for an instant that led to whole of this. and the universe is struggling to get back to its previous state. and all that is happening, the laws of physics or the laws of spirituality, all are the result of this very struggle. all these laws are to remove the discontinuity, or the effects of that discontinuity.
how? i don't know. but i think spirituality is involved in all this. what we call enlightenment might be the answer. they say that after enlightenment, one goes beyond this space-time. that means a part of universe is lost. may be in this way, small by small, everything will go out of this universe, and THEN universe will be back to initial, perfect state. everything that is happened and is happening- the big bang, the making of atoms, of our solar system, the origination of life, the evolution, the making of humans, humans getting power of consciousness, and their ability to get enlightened, all this is systematic and predetermined. its not only humans; life might be at other places too.
yes, it looks idiotic. but i have a small proof too. Buddha, and almost all enlightened ones, after getting enlightened, saw the truth of this. and thats why he wanted, he desired all others to get enlightened too. why he saw this world as suffering? its because he could see how this world is imperfect. and the only way to get it perfect is enlightenment.
you might say that how one can gets out of this universe on enlightenment whereas his body is still there and remains there even after his death. but its not that way. this world is a maya. its a virtual world. even buddha said that. it looks like real and physical but in actual, its all about soul, consciousness, I.
you might say why then enlightenment not come to everybody. It do. it do come to everybody. Osho said that it can wait, it can wait upto infinity. Jiddu Krishnamurti said that truth is a pathless land. you can't go to it, it will come to you. but at the same time Osho said it doesn't come to everyone. you have to be a seeker, you have to do effort for it to come. If not in this birth, in some other birth.

I don't know how much i am right or wrong. i must be wrong. i just wanted to share this fact that what i used to think long ago, when everything was new and unknown, is coming again to me. i find it amazing!